Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark
tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...
tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...
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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^ Saw something and began to regret about something Begin to ask myself why knowing its difficult to forget you
Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be ) Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:  Loyang Primary~1.9-2001 2.4-2002 3.4-2003 4.4-2004 5.6-2005 6.6-2006  Now: Siglap Secondary~ 1e4-2007 2e4-08 3e4-09 You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..    Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...
Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose -Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely ) -LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll ) -Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently
Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning -Not expressing my luv well enough for you -Not daring to walk you home everyday -Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted -Not followin you home that very nite ...
Pictures..
My psp .. O.O"
One of my hamster died =( Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo  gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"  Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!  Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !! Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T
Looking Back
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
Shout-out-loud
Songs
Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list Lycris for -feng- wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing qin xi tou ming jiu xiang mei li de feng jing zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian ji guan lue duo tian bian bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian ai ni chuan yue shi jian liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei rang ai shen tou le di mian wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu sui zhe bei feng diao ling wo qing qing yao ye feng ling xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing xue hua yi pu man le di shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing
Links
Jiawei
Joanne Ben Song Tat Yue Yi Tessa Sharon Sean Nowell Trisha Willie Khaliun Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)
credits
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CCB sia my fking parents..
Holiday dun seems like holiday to me.. O-Level next year so what? Ppl cant play com? everyday must study like fk.. Why dun you try studying.. KNn.. always call ppl dumb and stupid. Say exams are very easy .. Easy to score A1.. Knn.. Not easy at all fker.. Everyday of the holiday also got homework.. School homework is already enough.. Yet you fking giving me even more hw.. Knn.. I simply hope you could die.. I would nvr ever regret my thinking.. Die la. .fker.. Ccb. Holiday can only play 1.5 hrs.. Fk you la ccb. Dun encourage me to do better for exams already bad enough.. Still keep saying i no brains.. kNn
Today A-maths lesson was fun man -.-
1st time i laughed so much during this lesson.. Didnt know Mr Kek was so ....... LOLS.. Dunno how come he drag his topic to -porn- -.- syed said ridzuan watch porn -.- Told us life stories abt how porn affect ppl. Cases of boy hanged to death after watchin porn etc.. The nicest statement made is .. " I dun watch porn.. However i do porn" lols..
Blogging for the date 23rd may..
I seriously will rmb this date. The happiest day of my life.. And i wil never forget it. Today early in the morning use com.. Then study history at 11.. After that use com again and eat lunch. Actually wanted to go play bball at gracia hse.. Mum dun allow while she actually allow it on 22nd may. idiot.. allow liao then suddenly dun allow.. Took much convincing.. however a deal must be settled.. i gotta do A-Maths when i come home.. Zz.. Fine.. i said.. left home after a quick bath.. coincidencely met ryan.. Took a bus together to west plaza.. Met ws and zavier.. then zav and ryan go 7-11 i and ws ps them .. took bus 3 ourself gracia hse.. Ryan and zav meet ly and brought her to gracia hse.. meet liao go bbal court.. Song tat was there too.. Played for abt 30 mins then one grp of small kids came to play soccer.. we ignore them and play.. Even more come ltr.. older ones. Suddenly one of them vomitted and took box of tissue.. Threw all the dirty tissue on the floor The floor so dirty filled wif germs.. etc.. Disgusted lack of social respect.. Knn sia this kind of ppl enjoyed the game.. At abt 4 went to play table tennis.. Slack there + air-con play till abt 7.30 then go home.. Ate only ice jelly while ly eat her noodle.. then that stupid ws. Pro lorh.. Ps me and ly alone.. zz. what a fren.. eat finish le then follow her home.. then i myself make my way to the bus-stop.. come home .. siannn. Do a-maths -,- Now using com to play and blog.. i really love ur company alot.. I jus hope i could sms you more often. however this would nvr happen. I am sure you are not interested in doing so either.. Today you made this day the happiest one.. And i wil nvr forget it.
I so fking hate my mother..
How i really wish she could die immediately.. Die right in front of my face.. I FUCKING HATE HER.. All day long only know how to accuse people.. Use hand slap ppl, hit ppl.. Then ltr go complain to my dad then i hit her.. Knn.. she hit me first then i hit back.. In the end complain to my dad saying i started hitting her.. Chao chee bye.. Ear also got prob.. I said why you take so long to bathe in the toilet.. She said she will be out within 1 min cos i urgently need the toilet.. Then she warn me not to go into her room's toilet.. So i waited outside.. Her 1 min was 12 mins.. I told her nicely.. How come take so long.. She starting using her towel to whack me.. Say i go out to work for money.. Then i was fking wondering.. I asking you abt toilet.. How the fking heck you talk abt office work.. Chao chee bye.. she said i blame her for coming home late.. when i fking asking her abt the toilet.. why are you fking taking so long.. Stayed in the toilet for fking 20 mins.. still say wil take very fast.. Let me go toilet 30sec i come out already.. knn I am begging you will get kidnapp and rape and killed and stabbed.. Why would i care if you come back home late. . Bitch.. Thinking exams is so easy.. Maths get A already, she still call ppl no brain.. Purposely get such low marks.. Chemistry the same.. Not an easy paper. she said i purposely get B4.. say i wan to fail in her face.. Wan to spoil her reputation.. What fking reputation.. I rather you go and die now IDIOT FKER ..
Long time didnt blog liao~
On fri 8th may, went to bowling at DT.. Came late so play late.. Saw madeline and her clicks.. Bowling for abt 3 hrs then met ryan at the alley.. After that went to arcade .. Lastly went to darryl hse play .. I think play table tennis.. THen went home after that.. Eat mac wif ly, khaliun and ws.. Thats all lo.. Sat and Sun did nothing.. Monday.. hmm.. let me think. Rmb.. Went to tam, century square watch movie.. Watch wolverine.. Waited for chin fung and gracia for 40 mins ! so longgggg.. Saw something which makes me sad.. But dun wan to talk abt it.. Haiss.. After that ryan, joshua, wei liang go home.. Song tat, me, ws , khaliun, gracia, chin fung went to gracia condo.. Play again.. At night then went home.. khaliun went home first.. Go eat dinner wif st, ws and ly.. Thats all lo.. Then tuesday which is ytd.. After listening compre.. Went home bath.. take bicycle.. met ws and ly kq st and qay at bb court.. Play bb a while then go bike world at elias wif zavier .. Met ly ans ws at bike world Repaired my bike gear for 2 bucks.. Bought lock for 8 bucks. Ly back wheel spoil so ws and er sponser half half.. Finally went to eat at mac Actually wanna cycle to gracia condo and meet her.. Then raining so stay at gracia hse.. I played table tennis then the rest play pool. Play for abt 1.5hrs.. then go ECP cycle.. Cycle from pasir ris, tam then bedok resov.. rest at tam then bedok.. Pretty tiring.. Regretted not chaning my seat of the bike.. Cycl till butt si bei pain.. The grip of the bicycle also like sht -.- Cycle till bedok, actually want to cycle till ECP.. But 8km.. so impossible.. At 3.40 turned back. cycle.. I last one.. cos my butt dam pain.. Hand blueblack.. Thx to my lousy design of bike -.- At the TPE connector expressway.. Leg cramp.. So i take my time push bike.. by then all of them at traffic light.. Have to wait for me. Finally reach gracia house at 4.45 Billard rm, table tennis rm, bb court, tennis court all booked.. So play squash.. The table tennis rm got ppl so cant play.. Tried playing squash.. but not easy.. not long the ppl in the table tennis rm came out so i zavier and gracia go play.. Play till 8 then went to gracia hse collect bike.. cos parked our bike there.. Eat dinner.. The mince meat noodle cant eat.. So sour.. =X vinegar presence.. reach home internet slow.. hais.. Now using com at home.. Acutally today wei liang wan me go swimming but mum surely dun allow then cant lorh.. Hais.. During this few days of holiday.. I learnt many thing. Incident which may also change my decision. But not so easily.. However my feeling still nvr change no matter what..
ccb sia my knn sister..
fk you chee bye. after exams still dun wan to return my fking DS.. KNN la.. GO hon gan la.. I just hope you could step out of the house, cross road 3 sec ltr get knock down by a car la.. Cb kia.. fking patient about it alrdy
Siann lorh..
Want to use com must use secretly Siann laa.. Blog about monday.. Actually nth much... only will blog about badminton -.- Feel a sense of anger in me.. but dunno what kind of anger.. Just very angry and hateful.. Suddenly have this kind of feeling.. Feel very weird.. Rmb that playing doubles.. Me and lam aganist zavier and nowell.. I cant believe i fall down cos of daniel's sweat He squat on the foot then his knee dam sweaty.. Make the floor so wet.. Then i go slip on that slippery part=.= Felt down -.- Still got one more thing.. Yi fan heng heng hit the shuttlecock so high up in the celling till it stuck.. LOl sia -.-.. Tuesday which is ytd nth much also lorh.. 1st was cme presentation.. then a-maths.. after that ss.. Recess thenn cme again. Presentation again.. then english.. mr ng the relief teacher came.. Class so noisy and slacky.. Finally was history.. LAstly was planning time.. 3e3 and 3e1 make so much noise then mr lek go over and scold them =.= He yell soooo louddd.. OoOoOoOoOoOoooo.. When he came back to the class.. he yelled again.. LOL.. Given a target slip.. PSLE score lousy = louse L1R5. Finally lesson end ... --------------------------------- Stayed back in class wif chinfung,ws,zav,dw.. Slack only-.- cos go home. mum at home. Dam sian so slack in the classroom.. Do so many things in the class.. talk about the games we played when young. Play arm wrestling.. play pepsi cola=.= nobody dare to play pepsi cola wif me =( Nails too long =X Stay for abt 1 hr.. Kept talking and talking about each other. They take so long to settle their CME =.=ll Finally finish.. go hand the project to mr lek.. Go downstair talk again.. Talk abt the pic downstair.. LOl.. Zav, dw, and cf.. go buy oreo and eat.. Actually lou feng de -.- lousy.. When walk out of school gate, dunno got so suay anot-.- See someone then people kept making fun of me.. Look back and see and end up nearly knockin into the pole-.- laalalaa.. cant even slp.. i think i was thinking about you again. i wonder if something would happen.. but it wil never happen.. justed wonder what will happen after secondary school. Will i be able to sms you again? hoping to see you... everyday.. |