Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark


tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...

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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^
Saw something and began to regret about something
Begin to ask myself why
knowing its difficult to forget you

Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom

Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be )

Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:
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Loyang Primary~1.9-2001
2.4-2002
3.4-2003
4.4-2004
5.6-2005
6.6-2006

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Now: Siglap Secondary~
1e4-2007
2e4-08
3e4-09

You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..
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Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...

Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose

-Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely )

-LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll )

-Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently

Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning

-Not expressing my luv well enough for you

-Not daring to walk you home everyday

-Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted

-Not followin you home that very nite ...

Pictures..
My psp .. O.O" Photobucket One of my hamster died =(
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Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo

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gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"

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Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!

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Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !!

Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T

Looking Back
February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009

Shout-out-loud


Songs

My fav song ..

Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list
Lycris for -feng-

wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qin xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guan lue duo tian bian
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Links
Jiawei

Joanne

Ben

Song Tat

Yue Yi

Tessa

Sharon

Sean

Nowell

Trisha

Willie

Khaliun

Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)

credits
All i could do is to see
3:18 AM
Haiss..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Siann lorh..
Want to use com must use secretly
Siann laa..
Blog about monday..
Actually nth much...
only will blog about badminton -.-
Feel a sense of anger in me..
but dunno what kind of anger..
Just very angry and hateful..
Suddenly have this kind of feeling..
Feel very weird..
Rmb that playing doubles..
Me and lam aganist zavier and nowell..
I cant believe i fall down cos of daniel's sweat
He squat on the foot then his knee dam sweaty..
Make the floor so wet..
Then i go slip on that slippery part=.=
Felt down -.-
Still got one more thing..
Yi fan heng heng hit the shuttlecock
so high up in the celling till it stuck..
LOl sia -.-..
Tuesday which is ytd nth much also lorh..
1st was cme presentation..
then a-maths..
after that ss..
Recess thenn cme again.
Presentation again..
then english.. mr ng the relief teacher came..
Class so noisy and slacky..
Finally was history..
LAstly was planning time..
3e3 and 3e1 make so much noise
then mr lek go over and scold them =.=
He yell soooo louddd..
OoOoOoOoOoOoooo..
When he came back to the class.. he yelled again..
LOL..
Given a target slip.. PSLE score lousy = louse L1R5.
Finally lesson end ...
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Stayed back in class wif chinfung,ws,zav,dw..
Slack only-.- cos go home. mum at home.
Dam sian so slack in the classroom..

Do so many things in the class..
talk about the games we played when young.
Play arm wrestling..
play pepsi cola=.=
nobody dare to play pepsi cola wif me =(
Nails too long =X
Stay for abt 1 hr..
Kept talking and talking about each other.
They take so long to settle their CME =.=ll
Finally finish.. go hand the project to mr lek..
Go downstair talk again..
Talk abt the pic downstair..
LOl..

Zav, dw, and cf.. go buy oreo and eat..
Actually lou feng de -.- lousy..
When walk out of school gate, dunno got so suay anot-.-
See someone then people kept making fun of me..
Look back and see and end up nearly knockin into the pole-.-
laalalaa..

cant even slp.. i think i was thinking about you again. i wonder if something would happen.. but it wil never happen..
justed wonder what will happen after secondary school. Will i be able to sms you again? hoping to see you... everyday..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
3:26 PM
zz
Sunday, April 19, 2009

today went out to do project..
Do CME project.. Now finally finish liao..
Heng ah -.-
Come home tot of using com..
Use only a little while then parents come back liao..
Sian siaa..
How i wished my parents would let me play com lo..
Hais.. But this will never happen..

i know you are have lots of courage and i believe you can overcome this difficulties.. but there is always win and lose.. everyone makes mistake..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:53 PM
Pissed off..
Thursday, April 16, 2009

I FUCKING HATE MY MOTHER..
FUCKING BITCH..
zz.. I simply hate my mother..
Only know how to talk crap. 
think study is so easy..
when cant score As.. say ppl stupid.
Idiot.. No brains.. Say i purposely fail..
FUCKER..
HOPE YOU GET KNOCKED DOWN BY CAR LA..
CCB..
Hais.. today kinda bored..
1st lesson was pc? then pe..
After that was A-Maths..
Still love A-Maths lessons the most..
after that is recess..
Recess finish then E-Maths..
Learn abt graphssss..
Half way.. track and field ppl go CCK stadium for competition..
Chemistry was next..
Finally was english..
Nth much actually.. then go home and take a nap..
Wake up then get scolded by my fking mother..
CCB..
I WONDER HOW MY FATHER TOLERATE HER FKING ATTITUDE
FOR THE FKING 15 YEARS..

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:15 PM
hais..
Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Blogging abt napfa for ytd...
Siann loo..
My sit and reach was 38 cm only..
But still managed to fetch 5 pts..
Hmm.. standing broad jump only 201cm..
But still managed to get 4 pts..
Shuttle run.. 1st run.. 10.3sec..
Mr Ang said cant re-run=.=ll
But when i ask Mr -K- if can re-run
he said can re-run as many times..
So the 2nd re-run was 10.4..
3rd 14.2.. wtf=.=ll
4th finally.. 9.8 lol..
managed to fetched 5 pts..
Pull up dun say..
Lousy like crap-.- 9 only..
Finally was sit up..
Cheated abit.. actually do only 34 but
Joshua dunno how come count until 38.. lol
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For today nth much either..
Once was CME.. Talk abt CME project..
Next was a-maths finally was SS..
After that recess then cme again..
Hm.. english then history then assembly..
The assembly was super de boring..
Even though 3ex managed to get the upper gallery..
But still the content of the assembly was bored.. Haiss...
heard something .. something which i feel extremely sad about it..
I really hoped this didnt happen at all..

i am truly sorry.. really sorry.. i dunno what to say actually.. didnt know if i irritated you.. but i seriously didnt meant to.. what i was thinking is that i love you..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
8:09 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009

Today is good friday..
which means public holiday..
Sleep till 8.30 then wake up bathe..
Read newspaper then go do homework..
Do till 11.45 then came out make bread and eat..

Hungry.. didnt eat breakfast..
Watched tv then dad orderd pizza o.O"
Siann..
After eating... study again =,=
Study for abt 2hrs then my dad let my play com..
But only can play for 50 mins..
sad.. how i wish its SCHOOL HOLIDAY ..
Play awhile then study again..
Whole day was so boring..

I wonder if anything had gone into my thick skull..
Lalala.. Took an afternoon nap and thats it..
On com now to print something for CME project..
Siannnnn.. Yawnzz.

8th febuary.. I had a dream.. A dream that changed my thinking of ....... Cant believe i had this dream.. is it true.. I am not surprised even though its true.. broke out in cold sweat.. Started weeping for no reasons.. Was wondering what the hell i am cryin for.. All i could rmb abt the dream was... A ring, you, someone. People such as the whole clas was inside the dream.. Even mr lek was part of that terrible dream.. Taken place in the classroom. Hais..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:02 PM
i wonder is it ... or ....
Monday, April 6, 2009

Seriously, i still dunno whats so fun about dota -.-
Anyways.. School life was always thee same..
Homework, tests, extra lessons etc...
1st period was mother tongue..
Dai never come so do si hang..
Very fast finish liao -.-
After that was A-Maths..
Forever got surprise test..
I wonder why the teacher cannot give us a actual date..
Easier for us to study..
If not so many things, very jia lat de -.-
After that was physics ..
I totally forget about the heat ws..
Even the whole class forget=.=
Except for some lo..
After that recess liao..
Then chem..
Worksheets then physics SPA again..
Didnt do practical, only do graphs..
Then Mr Azam wan to show something. so i cant open the classroom door.
Then ppl have to wait outside =.=
Journal write one article niaa..
Then go english lessons
finally go for badminton..
Got new coach =.=
Aiyaa.. Very de what..
Dun wanna elaborate..

I wonder if what she say is true.. I dont believe that you will say such thing.. In fact i feel that you would not even bother or take a look. I am merely nothing to you.. When i wan to give you something, i feel like as if i am forcing you to accept my things.. Obviously meaningful things instead of stupid things....
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:26 PM
study study study..
Friday, April 3, 2009

Siann..
These few days, sister whole day at home..
Cant even use the com..
Whole day stay in my rm study..
Anyways.. today managed to use com..
But use awhile then wan to study liao..
Homework so many..
So tonight aim to chiong like siao -.-
Real Nerds.. Freakin nerds..
I also love badminton training..
Cos i like to play badminton.. o.O"
Today was nth much actually..
first period was history..
Talk about SEQ..
SS talk abt the new chapter..
I just simply love SG history..

Next was MATHS..
Recess ......... then english..
FInally was chinese..
WRite the meaning of idioms only..
Then watch i not stupid.. lol..
Nth much anyways.. BB lol

When i see you.. i just felt a sense of guilt.. Knowing if i ever let you down or do something which you do not like.. Mayb not knowin how to express the love.. Just wan to tel you i love you......
Thinking of you.. Always ..