Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark


tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...

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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^
Saw something and began to regret about something
Begin to ask myself why
knowing its difficult to forget you

Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom

Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be )

Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:
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Loyang Primary~1.9-2001
2.4-2002
3.4-2003
4.4-2004
5.6-2005
6.6-2006

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Now: Siglap Secondary~
1e4-2007
2e4-08
3e4-09

You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..
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Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...

Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose

-Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely )

-LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll )

-Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently

Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning

-Not expressing my luv well enough for you

-Not daring to walk you home everyday

-Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted

-Not followin you home that very nite ...

Pictures..
My psp .. O.O" Photobucket One of my hamster died =(
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Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo

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gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"

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Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!

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Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !!

Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T

Looking Back
February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009

Shout-out-loud


Songs

My fav song ..

Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list
Lycris for -feng-

wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qin xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guan lue duo tian bian
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Links
Jiawei

Joanne

Ben

Song Tat

Yue Yi

Tessa

Sharon

Sean

Nowell

Trisha

Willie

Khaliun

Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)

credits
All i could do is to see
9:38 PM
love is really confusing
Friday, February 27, 2009

Another day of rehearsal .....
Sian...
Today was slightly busier..
Also leave the school slightly later..
abt 1 hr later ..
From 8 - 9 am, was slacking in the class ..
Play PSP the relief teacher Mr Ng also dun care..
Then wei liang go insult him and say rumours abt him ..
then say its ding ru say de .. LOL ..
Teacher then talk alot of crap .....
wad grind your teeth, drink ur blood..
punch ur teeth down the stomach etc..
Got something happened in class ...
then i took photo cos wei siong ask me to do so -.-
LOl .. that zha bor not happy i took photo..
I joking ..... saying i put the particular photo in
my blog/stomp/ facebook..
Not happy stare at me ...
After that then walk to the gal toilet dunno do wad ..
In the bus as usuall... play psp
Joshua psp nvr charge properly LOL..
Reach VT got brief briefing..
Put our bags at the room 13..
Got ppl complain stage hand noisy =.=
crapppp..
so have to sit at staircase..
Then i play my psp ......
Help out wif certain things ..
And the lunch was so .............. ( no comments )
Haziq's "sister" got stomach pain etc ..
also got vs khalif in fifa..
Slack and Slack ..
Some more got curtain core ..
Blah blah blah..
Thats all actually ..
But unfortunately when taking SBS bus .. for some reasons....
i can feel a uncanny sense of something..
and i hate that particular sense.. But too bad cant stop ..
TOMORROW STILL HAVE TO WEAR FULL BLACK ~


Love is really something extremely confusing.. Feelings are even more confusing .. Whats the point for holding so long .. There isnt going to be anything at all.. Pls dun admire me for certain things .. I am just being stupid

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:48 PM
c'est la vie
Thursday, February 26, 2009

Today is c'est la vie rehearsal~
Sian lo..
Early in the morning go VT ..
In the bus play PSP.. Bring two batteries in the end both finish..
Went to school dam late..
Met haziq and ridzuan in the bus..
FK SHT .. UNLUCKY BUS I TAKE ..
MET THE PPL WHOM I DUN WAN TO MEET.....
Zz....
First time went to school so late ..
When reach VT first thing got briefing..
Gave each grp a room..
Actually the back stg crew rm was on the first floor..
Then play psp ..
Play from morning 9am to 11 ++ then got more ppl come ..
Later change rm..
Have to go until 4th floor ...
Same level as band ..
Slacking all the way....
Some times at backstage sometime at audiences sit..
Slack and Slack..
PLay psp and hear music at the same time...

Lunch was rice with cabbage and chicken..
When hungry .. anything is nice ..
sLACK AND slAcK...
Till about 6 then finally go home...
Bus took the grp home ......
Wee...
Reached hme ..
Lazy to type more ....


Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:33 PM
What a day ..
Wednesday, February 25, 2009


what a day -.-
When coming home after c'est la vie rehearsal..
Raining so heavy..
No choice.. Have to walk in the rain ..
Khalif was running then i pull him..
Dun allow him to cross the road.. LOL..
So we got wet.. Joshua, haziq khalif and me ..
Haa.
1st period of the day was e-maths..
Got small little test..
Who cares..
Sure fail de .. Wahahaa..
gave chin fung the sticker =.= so happy -.-
like never see stickers before =X jkjk
Next was PE play bb..
Na beh =.=
Darryl for ever ram me..
Some more say that i ram him -.- like a lorry
I lorry he army tank.. Shoot one bullet i bye bye liao..
Pe shirt dirty..
Hand injured .. Only got abit blood..
Play bb always play solo -.-
Haizz..
Next was english.. Got another small little test..
Fail again.. LOL SIAAAA..
fail so many test also can go e4..
then ms leanna gave all of the class she taugh
a kit kat ~ With a little note on it .. The pic above is the note..
Yay.. Thanks Ms Leanna..
Recess went to change..
After that was physics.. Keegan present the chp about..
Internal reflection and refraction..
Talk about 30 mins ..
then finally mr azam teach..
During physics chin fung ask me whats my lv position..
i said 70 + LOL ..
Shocked... 70 still can come e4 LOL ..
Obviously not laaa ..
Rank was about 30 .
Quite lousy actually.. She not happy that i lied so she whack me =.=lll
After that was SS ...
Relief teacher come .. Give worksheet.. But i didnt do at all.
Brought hp and listen to music all the way ..
Then MT got test..
Took longer than usual....
Finally eat lunch then go hall for rehearsal..
When khalif nid to practice for MC speech..
He kept playing with the mike.. nice..
Keep calling out people surname.......
Haizz.. Finally i am back homeee...
Sooo tired...
Thanks Ms Leanna for the chocolate..
Why does it have to end it like this.. I just hoped you could do something and thats all.. I think you are angry as i make you do something .. Sorry.. Didnt mean to..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:44 PM
Trying my stupid luck
Tuesday, February 24, 2009

(CommonWealth Entry) Please commend. Will take any commends with grace but please think before commending.

Being a boss in the family does give the person extra authority. Wanting to be a boss in the family is not easy at all. As a boss of the family, he or she must understand the needs of the family in terms of comfort and food. He or She must show tender care to any family members and treating them equally. Able to give them a comfortable and warm home to stay in. He or She must also create an excellent ambiance at home as home is the safest place to be in times of trouble. To certain people, Mother is commonly known to be the boss of the family as they are female. While others may think Father are the head of the household as most of them brought the most amount of money back. For some, it depends on who is at home and what is going on. But there are people who think that everyone has the same amount of authority and shares each other power equally. However in my opinion, I strongly believe that my Mother is the boss of the family.

Firstly, she is known as a super mummy by my relatives. Everyday she works late to support the family. Even though my Father works too, he did not bring the most amount of money back. However this is not the most important point of all. Being the boss of the family, no one dares to defy her. Those people who defy her will tend regret going against her. She had an extremely loud voice that can be heard from far. With her talent she could command people in the family to do certain things. Such as doing various housework. Therefore family members have to suffer as most of the house works are extremely tedious as our house is quite big. Her expectations for us are very high too. The house has to be spic and span before we could take a break. Not even a hair or dust must be seen. Being a project manager in a big computer company, she has 20 years of experience on how to assign tasks to certain people. Those who protest will be given extra work. With her experiences, those workers who are under her are very tamed and timid. No one dare to go against her. Many workers and people especially my Father praised her for her outstanding way of commanding people. With that she has a hidden talent in herself which is leadership.

Secondly, she took great care of Father, sister and me. Her endless efforts in helping the family to keep in order are often recognized by family and friends. She always tries her best to make the family as comfortable as possible. Whenever we are cold she will always have ways to keep us warm. Being a lovable and caring mother she also ensures that the family does not go hungry. When my mother is free, she would always cook healthy and nutritious soup. The family could have a taste of her sincerity when she is cooking the soup. Therefore we often look forward to come house and enjoy her soup. Whenever my sister and I fall ill, she will always try various ways to cure us. At times, she cooks herbal tea for my sister and me to drink as a way to prevent us from falling sick. When I was young, I am extremely active. My butt could not sit still on the chair and I must always walk and run around. Being an active child, I do not know what the danger of running around the house is. As results I knocked my head on the wall not once but twice. With blood tricking down my precious forehead, my mother began to panic and immediately brought me to the hospital to seek treatment. Due to the open wound on my forehead, I require stitches on my forehead. Having a sharp needle piecing through a baby forehead, the pain is excruciating. I began to wail extremely loudly that the doctors had a hard time completing the stitches. Some of the nurses began to feel irritated as I could not stop struggling. However, my mother did not find it irritating at all. Despite the wailing I made, she do not mind the noise. Unable to control myself due to the pain, I began to bite my mother’s hand. In spite of the pain, my mother did not complain at all as she knows the torture I am suffering is more than what she is going through. To the surprised of the doctors, my mother cried. Many could understand the pain going through a mother’s mind. She cried because she could not bare to see me suffer in such pain. Having my mother at my side I began to stop crying, knowing that my mother is always there for me regardless of anything.

Thirdly, when my sister or I get bullied by other people, she will stand up for us and protect us at all cost. Being a young and innocent baby, many relatives will begin to crowd around me like a mob of mad people. Some may even pinch my sister and my cheeks till red as we are very chubby. Being an innocent child, we cannot express our anger for those who pinch our cheeks. However my mother will always reprimand those who often made us cry and sad. Before my sister and I were born, my Mother was once a beautiful girl with a well-adorned body and a pretty face which was comparable to cotton rose hibiscus. She was vibrant with energy and healthy. Her eye-browns resembled the young and soft willows. Her rosy complexion revealed the beauty of a youth. For the sake of us, she overworked herself until she became old and haggard. During her youthful days, her hands were originally smooth and soft. But her hands are now rough and covered with wounds and cuts after cleaning too much filth. My Mother sacrifices her youth in exchange for a tired and haggard look. When she is pregnant with my sister and me, she has to endure months of suffering.

Lastly, she would often impart skills such as cooking or drawing to me. Even though she is not a hundred percent perfection in cooking or drawing, she could at least impart basic skills. Maybe we could use it in future. People say when ever we have chance to learn something, we must always take the opportunity as building up knowledge is an advantage especially when you are a working adult. My mother totally agrees with this statement. Therefore when ever I am free, she would not allow me to use the computer to play. However she would teach me how to whip up simple and delicious meal for the family or even my future wife whenever she is not around. With her endless effort in coaching me, I managed to master certain simply dishes.

With her selfless effort of care, love and concern for the people around her, she received a lot of respect throughout her circle of friends and family. With her respectable position around her circle of friends and family, followed by her selfless effort for the family, therefore she is the boss of the family.
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
5:54 PM
Angry day .....

OLD WALLET ... ( $22.90 )
NEW WALLET ( $19.90 )

Today went to buy new wallet ~
Siann ..
I ponteng TAF then tio caught -.-
Haizz..
1st period was physics..
Crapp siaaa..
Actually when teacher not ard, no one can enter the lab..
Then i go open the door and see if cher ard..
Dun have so i want to close the door lor..
After that darryl go chiong inside -.-
Say everyone go in .. So i tot can go in ..
So i follow LOL . Stupid rite?
After that more ppl follow...
Teacher come scold us that we came in the lab
without the teacher permission..
Tat darryl go ask teacher before he come in the lab again..
So teacher ask the ppl who didnt ask him
to get out of the class to line up ..
Go back in then all go and say i ask
the people to go inside the lab
while darryl is the one who asked us to go inside the lab..
Ma De .. Everyone thinks its my fault-.-
Wtf ??
Haizz.. After physics was A-Maths..
I LOVE A-MATHS LESSON COS IT ROCKS >.<
After that MT .. Teach about gong hang..
Tomorrow got test some more ........
After Mt was recess .. Got people arguging and fighting again.
Should be the same grp of ppl
Aiyoo.. Fight and argue for one day still not enough.. Zai bo.
Finally was english ..
I failed the english test ... =X
Yahoo..
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL..
I fail my test nobody believe me =.=ll
Actually i didnt la .. Got 20/30 for it..
Finally was SPA ..
Didnt do practical at all..
All written work de ..
Have to press calculator here and there..
Complete worksheets..
20 mins to ending the class si bei noisy ..
then teacher du lan ..
Ask all of us to write the textbook ourself..
Keegan nvr bring so tio scolded..
For that dog jonathan ..
He thinks lesson endin, dun nid to take out TB to read..
Go and share with wei xian..
Stupid .. Teacher tot he didnt bring ..
Dog lazy to take out his TB .. then got scolding..
Still have to give chinfung sticker -.-
Make me feel lik a 5 years old kid =X
After that got assembly ..
Siannnn..
Talk about positive teens and more and more ..
Throughout the assembly talking to ppl
Cos boring~
Done wif the assembly le went to whitesands
with joshua to buy wallet ..
Walk for about 30 mins finally found a suitable one..
$19.90.. no money liao =X
Come home .. Raining -.-
So bo bian have to take bus home..
Come home bathe then use com awhile then
watch crimewatch in youtube ..
Now blogging and wan to start on my work liaoss...
Its quite sad to stop this .. I just hope to talk to you but always lack of something to talk and always result in doing things which may make you suffer .. Didnt really like that but to me its kinda useful to me for makin me happy but making you angry i think doesnt prove any point......
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
5:30 PM
Dunno why i feel so happy ......
Monday, February 23, 2009

Something wrong with me today ..
Happy for no reasons.. LOL~
Siann.. My Maths test failed =X hehe..
A-Maths teach about the log and In thingy..
I think i understand =.=ll
After that was MT ..
Have to memorise and learn about gong hang..
During recesssss.....
Came out and walk down the stairs saw
1 malay and chinese arguging ..
I didnt wad they arguging la .. but veri fierce..
Chicken burger here and there ..
Then got knn also -.-
Angus also try to stop but both still ..
Argue..
OM come and blow whistle..
Both still argue ..
OM like soccer the reafree( not sure how to spell lazy to think)
No wonder my english is a piece of shit ..
After that was chem lo..
Managed to understand what Mr Lek talking cos
the solid liquid gas got learn before ..
Next was SS and History..
Journal ...... I first time write two entries =.=
Finally dismissal time..
Go change clothes and go for badminton CCA..
Go there slack nia .. Dun really care =.=
Siann .. But cos of something i feel very happy ..
People may think i am a crazy guy lol..

Hope that i didnt affect you .. If i do then i am sorry .. Certain things cant be control if not i will go mad myself..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
5:30 PM
Dunno why i feel so happy ......

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
3:36 PM
STUDY AGAIN.. WTF ?
Sunday, February 22, 2009

Yay .... Yahooo ... !!
Tomorrow is school day .. =D
Heh heh..
Love to go school ..

Cos can see you again =X
Haha.. Weeeeeee.....
Anyways today i went to facial again =.=ll
Feel like a GAY -.-
Ate Mac for breakfast with my dad -.-
Then took MRT to orchard then walk to wheellock.
Facial abt 1 hr ..
After that go west plaza ....
On the way bought some fruits and eat .. Cos hungry ~
Took 518 back to west plaza ..
Took about 1 hr only .. However ....
Its a $2.20 ride .. Ouchh....
Go west plaza check my eye sight ..
Cos i see things a bit blur blur de ..
Went there both eyes increase by 50 only ..
My Dad say not worth it ... Wait till increase more then make .. =(
I wan a new spec lerh .. The side of my spec rusty le..
Went to koufu to eat lunch..
The shop at west plaza .. 8GB memory card $80 .. WTF ??
Challenger or World of JJ sell only 40+++
Its almost twice the amount .. Lucky didnt buy ..
After that went to pasir ris central to cut hair ..
Cut liao then go homeeeeeee..
Raining so i got my legs wet ..
Heh Heh .. I like short hair..
More cooling.. Weeeee~
Actually want to spike hair horr .. Must have short short hair like mine..
Easier to spike ..
If not very difficult ..
Prefer my ™ mushroom head.. LOL ..
Blog before tuition teacher come ..
Siannnn..
Have to chiong homework all day long ..
How i wish i could play the computer during the wkends ...
At least help to release stress ..... but mum dun allow.. =(
Wan to go and study liaoooo.. Siannnn

Hope you understand what i meant .. I didnt meant to do certain things but i just cant control myself ..... so i require you to forgive me pls.....
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
11:24 PM
wad a sleeping experience
Saturday, February 21, 2009

first time in my life when i woke up ..
i felt so restless and afraid ..'
broke out in cold sweat ..
one of the worse night mare
wad i dreamt .....
i kept thinking about her ....
so concentrated that even a lorry that banged me
didnt even killed me ..
in fact i felt more energtic after getting banged..
i also dreamt during the hungry ghost festival..
i was in the lift early in the morning
going to school about 5plus ..
in the lift i saw this old lady ..
back facing me ..
knowing its a ghost i push the old lady and
punch her hard in her face for no reason ..
her eye ball was black and he teeth was yellow
then i rmb i twisted her hands and kick her ..
when reaching the 1st floor i pulled her hands
and said that .. since you like to disturb ppl wif
ur spirit why dun face the whole world ..
grab her hands and pull her to the lobby ..
she yelled dam loud and tryin to get away ..
then she scratch me .. i got angry and i grab her
hair and scratch her fking face..
then she ran off screaming ..
i didnt noe why am i dreaming of such things..
worse that i kept thinking ..
will i be able to see you again after o-level..
i would miss you dam lot ..
imagining myself sinking into depression .. haizz..
today i dun wan to blog too much ..
shld noe that i must not keep thinking of you ..
but i cant help it at times ...
many may think i am crazy ..
but i am indeed crazy..
cos you are indeed driving me crazy ..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
8:40 PM
Another day ..
Friday, February 20, 2009

Damn ..
Ppl complain if they continue seeing my blog ..
They will go blind in no time ..
Therefore i increased my font size..
Fianlly..
Today is a good day ..
Because sku dismiss early ..
yay clap clap..
Haiz..
I ponteng again ..
C'est La Vie never go ..
Lazy to go ..

Most likely next wekk then go cos next week is not a lazy week ..
Today maths test again -.-
Sure fail de =X
Didnt even study at all..
Who cares.. Lol..
Next was Chem..
The class dam bastard siaa .. All bully Mr Lek ..

I really pity Mr Lek .. So "gentle" and kind hearted then let the class bully..
First time see him shout so loudly siaaaaa..
Even fiercer than lion.. Rawrr..
After scolding he suddenly laugh-.-
Obviously i got a shock.. Its like someone wif emotional problem..

Can tell he cant bare to scold the class..
Next few period was SPA chem..
Nvr do practical.. Whole day stay inside the class..
Go through worksheets..
Then when we nid to copy the note on the projection..
The thing turn out to be purple..

-.- Eye sight got prob some more got purplish flash..
During chem horr..
Darrly and Joshua kept meowing .. Cos i am a cat .. o.O"
Fat Cat .. Meow? Meoww? Thx to my nailss...
Finally its DISMISSAL TIME !!
Go home time..
Actually i wanna use com then sis at home..
Lazy go arcade..
Suddenly her ki siao fren come..

Laugh and laugh=.=ll
Bo pian i slp till my dad wake me up..
Suppose to go make spec today but lazy to go..
So stay at home use com..
YAY MY MUM STAYING OVERNIGHT AT FREN HOUSE ..
WHICH MEANS .. FREEDOM !!

Forgive me if i look at your photo too often when i miss you .. I really cant help it . When i feel sad and lonely but looking at your photo, a sense of encouragement go through my body .. Haizz.. I wonder how and i wonder why ..


Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:00 PM
Sickish~
Thursday, February 19, 2009

CRAPP DAYY..
I am sick -.-
First thing in the morning
when i take my temperature in school
it was 38.1..
Didnt realise it when i took my temperature
No wonder i kept sweating and coughing
Haizz...
Lazy to talk about today..
but actually today suppose to go to c'est la vie rehearsal..
But was told last minute ..

Ma de -.-
How to find time at last min for the rehearsal..
Today i also complete my A-Maths test..
So many ppl was cheating =.=ll
Tomorrow still got E-Maths test..
Dam sian -.-

Sick still have to study =.=

Going to school seems so fun even though i m sick .. Thanks god i get to see you .. If not i would be like a dead zombie in school..
You are like the sun while i am the plant .. No sun = No plant ..
No sun = death sentences to the plant..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:15 PM
Stress?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Today is wedensday.. Sht forget how to spell..
Crap siaaaaaaa..
Morning hor..
Have to do comprehension...
Siannnn...
Haiz..
1st period was like e-math..
Got a short test..
Everything i also dunno..
I dun even noe wad the heck i m thinkin about..
Thanks to my fking operation on my eyes
which didnt do it properly..
Make my eyes to itchy..
Have to twitch so often..
E-maths was then Pe ..
Boring day -.-
Then english lorh..
Write about verbs etc..
Still have to write compo for the commonwealth..
After Recess was physics
Didnt noe have to hand in a worksheet.

Then tat idiot ws nvr tel me ..
Ask him the qns nvr talk lik dumb ..
Teacher then refuse to mark ..
Ta Ma De ..
Physics finish already then social studies..
Got the test..
So many ppl cheat by putting notes under the table..
Haizz..
However i managed to rmb the ans
but not enough time to write.. only write half ..
Finally was MT ..
The last lesson for the day -.-
The chinese class was so noisy..
Teacher kept delaying the time for the compo class test..
Inwe some more took my dictionary for so long.
Prevent me frm checking..
Made me wait for him-.-
Lucky teacher kind allow extra time..
Others finish so fast.
Cant even write the best out of the topics..
Next was CCA ..
Siann then tmr have to settle the A-Maths retest..
HOpe to get above 30 marks........

hope i didnt force you to do the thing.. It m ay be a little thing to you.. Wont force you to do anything anyways.. As long as you happy can liaos ..


Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
5:41 PM
Bored .. Haiz .. Sad ..
Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Haiz.. nvr blog ytd cos cant use com ..
sis at home ..
sku got badminton ..
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. Kept watching silently..
Anyways today was school day again..
which means .. study time ~
A-Maths was rather so-so..
Can understand abit..
Before class got spotcheck for hair..
Heng .. bo get caught ..
After A-maths was mt ..
Noisy class as usual..
Cant even study at all..
Dunno wad the ppl there up to ... =.=

After Mt was recess ..
After recess wassssssssss....
English..
Ahh ..
By the way for some ppl in my class -.-
FYI ~
Cos of some ppl who ask ly to call me to read
then she call me to read..
Come on .. she call me because she doesnt wan to spoil

the mood of the class .. understand??
If lets say ryan nvr say the passage do you think she

will call me .. Guys think about it -.-lll
Haizz..
English finish was SPA ..

Do the refraction practical .. calculator here and there ..
Finish liao then contact time ..
Talk about the class decoration project ..
My grp was songtat, khaliun, xin ni and amanda..

Do about somethings which i m not very sure either ..
Ahh..
After that go home liaoss...
then start playing sudden attack..
Have to do A-Maths retest + tmr got SS test..
Crapppppssss...

hope you can understand wad i mean .. wad i say should be the facts actually .. Whatever it is .. as long you are happy i am willing to do or "si shen" anything ..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
12:31 PM
Never forget this day too
Saturday, February 14, 2009

Yesterday was the louiest day ever..
Since the most nastiest thing i
can ever see in my entire life ..
I also cant change the facts either..
Haizz..
Yesterday all total defences talkin and crapping..
As a Singaporean got to do their part etc -.-
Believe it ? I didnt give her anything =.=
Sians.. after school i went to arcade
to play .. as usual -.-
Meet daniel then go simei repair psp..
Actually suppose to be 20 bucks..
but i buy from there so got 50% discount..
Actually daniel wanna buy 8GB memory card
then i forgetten i have..
Then he go and buy for 50 bucks..
After i show him my 8GB memory
he immediately go back and refund the money
and buy from me =.=
HAizz..
At first i very happy psp can use..
Then when i got home ..
My memory card the side lining
crack ..
Which means cant even use the psp memory card...
Haizz..

He's back.. The legend that you always wanted it to happen.. Wad else can you expect .. Its like guardian angels following and giving you ur wish .. You must be delighted to have it ..gal..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
2:10 PM
hate you .....
Thursday, February 12, 2009

Another boring day -.-
Siannnnn.......
Woke up late =.=
crap..
cos i forgetten to charge my hp therefore.....
no alarm so i woke up late-.-
Rush like mad =.=
Reach school at 7.12
Leave home at 7.00
1st period was PC -.-
Talkin about abt the class..
Then Mr Lek said he was disappointed wif the class etc..
After tat was A-Maths...
Teacher expon eq related to indices..

Maths finish le then got english..
Managed to finish .. Just in time..
Eng finish then recess le..
After recess was CME ..
About respect
Then was E-Maths..
Go through ws ..
Finally history ..
Got test -.-
But teacher gave us 1 period to study ..
That Ding Ru cheat throughout the test..
Hide all his note under his table / pencil case-.-
When teacher come near .. keep everything -.-
Teacher was like standing in that position for quite long
so cannot copy the ans lo..
So a lot of info nvr write-.-
Haha suay ...

Damn it .. Wtf ? Now i am praying for something to happen and something not to happen.. Come on .. haiz .. I sometimes wonder why does such things happen, some more its something which i always wish it doesnt happen..



Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:22 PM
wtf is happening
Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Wad a day -.-
See you again ...
Heart began to think about things again..
Anyways SKU IS FOREVER BORING ..
But at least i get to see you..
Went to taf today..
When going back to classroom, found
a cup filled with fighting fishes..
Both fighted before so they were half dead..
E-Maths was like usual lorh..
Do worksheets again..
Then Pe do basketball again..
Watch accidentally drop out -.-
sian..
English was about the writer journal..
Write about a person getting a shock after receiving a news..
After Recess was physics ..
LOL..
The class some of them didnt bring textbook along ..
The teacher not happy cos waste time ma .. -.-
Physics test -.-
I failed =.= LOL..
I didnt failed la -.-
Was kinda surprised i pass even though i didnt study at all
After physics was SS ..
As usual, class noisy and in the class
I and some of the boys exchanging hp to see -.-
After that was MT ..
Go through crap worksheet..
Finally end of sku
went to west plaza and eat and buy something, collect psp too..
CCA was slacky...
CCA finish already then I and haziq went to
White Sands to buy something again..
Go library pay fine also ..
GO home is about 7 by then dad come back liao ..
LOL -.- Now i gotta study my history and english
cos tmr got TEST AGAIN .. WTF ..

what the heck am i thinking? why do i sense a feeling of hate.. damn it .. i dun really noe what is happening.. How can it be possible that i began to hate you .. Zz cant explain the fact you lied to me.. not surprised either cos i doubt i m a fren to you either ..

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:22 PM
Sense of ......
Monday, February 9, 2009

Sian la today -.-
Never do hw so morning have to chiong lik mad..
Lesson was boring la..
Expect maths lorh..
Cos maths rox..
Mt Dai never come again..
So Bi Jiao took our klas for 30 mins then
mr joe came over..
Then he talk talk abt wad happen to ding ru
when he went overseas for art..
AFter recess was chem
and history and ss..
Class was lik dam noisy so teacher not happy..
Hais tmr still got physics test..
Lol but during badminton -.-
Fought wif harris for fun..
Cos not happy so fight lo =.=
-L-ame

everyday i could just watch and see and wait for it to happen.. But when it happens the feeling isnt good at all.. You could feel the pain of thousand knife piecing into your heart.. In fact its more than a thousand.. I am beginnging to hate you i think.. Hais.

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
11:54 PM
zzz
Saturday, February 7, 2009

Sian lorh..
Today got tuition..
Wake up early in the morning
just to settle the A-Maths homework..
Do until 1+ then at 1.50 have tuition..
Teach teach until 4+ then dismiss..
Cos today my mum frens and my eldest aunt
coming over to our house for steamboat..
So help her prepare a little
then go inside my rm to use the com.
Soon her fren come liao lorhh...

Eldest aunt also come ..
So i go play com
and come out to eat steamboat..
Eat finish then eat desert and play blackjack..
Lose quite alot anyways..
About late at nite my cousin come
actually wanna pick my aunt back but
later join us to play blackjack..
I play until so stressful then come

and use com to start and blog..
LOL

why did you ignore me.. all i wish is to talk to you everyday.. But i doubt the wish will come true
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
5:01 PM
FRIDAY !!
Friday, February 6, 2009

Sian lorh today ..
Dunno why no mood..
Mayb cause of you baaa ..
Anyways i found my grey file liao..
Darryl go hide under the table =.=
I dunno why i didnt notice it in the first place..
English first period was writing argugmentive writing..
E-Maths was next lorh..
Teacher nvr come so got relief teacher ..
Gave us maths journal to do..
Haha.. Anyways it wasnt that difficult..
Chem same thing go through ws..

Reccess over alrdy then is SPA ..
I love Physics and Chem SPA ...
So funnnnnn...
Chem SPA was do choromatography..
The ink spread spread here .. Spread spread there..

Then zavier and song tat take so many filter paper..
Cos do wrongly..
Then song tat took the most ... LOL..
I tink abt 7 or 8..
Heng i only take 3 =.=
Have to put the fliter paper wif the ink into the solvent..
Got stopper to prevent the paper from dropping
into the solvent..
Like that lorh..
Have to wait for the ink to diffuse..
Then that zavier go stuff the stopper into
the boiling tube..
It was pretty deep and cannot take out and
we were lik laughing ..
I go ka jiao him by pushin the stopper further..
for fun nia ..
After that Mr Lek go through ws lorh..
Ms Wee stand at the corner to see Mr Lek teach the class..
Zavier go say she doing pose..
LOL ..
After SPA go home and then went to arcade
and play for abt 3 hrs..
Play liao go food court and eat then come home le..
Later in the night still have to do the stupid surds..

I just wished to gain something frm you .. Just you doing something for me everyday i would be the happiest person on earth.. Now every day it seems to be fading away slowly .. That wasnt wad i wan.. Pls do the thing which i always wished for you to do ....
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:54 PM
Got my Sec 3 camp photo..
Thursday, February 5, 2009

Got my sec 3 camp photo le..
In future, i will post all photo inside facebook..
Faster and easier..
Today dam crappy tired..
Especially badminton.. Play liao make us
do those crappy and tired excerises..
Do until wan to mati liao -.-
CME talk about responsible blogging..
Others forget liao..
I only can rmb during maths..
I go wei siong table to ask him about maths..
That stupid darryl go take my calculator..
can write i love ly.. my heart is hers =.=
Some one take my grey file still haven return..
Some one during maths..
Got a cleaner ..
She will keep coming to clean any rubbish..
So darryl kept making fun of her ..
By throwing even more rubbish..
So angry and scolded darryl lol..
Nth else le..


please take care of urself.. Its isnt a good thing to see you sick.. BLister some more coughing .. Eat medicine drink liang teh still sick.. And srry for wad that stupid darryl do .. I love you .. lol

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:54 PM
Got my Sec 3 camp photo..

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:54 PM
Got my Sec 3 camp photo..

Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:05 PM
forget to blog yesterday..
Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Aiyo ..
I lazy to blog about lesson laa..
Mayb blog about CCA ..
Crap lo the badminton..
The warm-up was like more tiring then
studying and playing normal games..
By the end of warm-up i half dead liaoss..
Got floorball people come so train until 5 then have
to keep to let them use ..
If not can use longer de..
As for the siglap badinton tourtament ...
Our school only won one set but not bad liaos..
Cos our school since the start of badminton dun have coach
to give the players a proper training..
So win one not bad -.-~
yesterday have to pray for cny..
ZzZz..
Then neighbour give a bag of lotus seed..
Veri crispy de.. So when i throw the seed in the air
and grab it wif my mouth.. My mum say
i childish -.-
FUCK YOU LA..
In pubs hundreds of working adults do that
dun tel me you are going to tel them you are childish..
Zz... Said i wanna waste food..
WTF !!!!!!!
Today the a-maths tio scolding again..
Mt was boring and alot of crap ..
English nth much just ms leanna having sore throat.
SPA physics do through worksheet nia..
Then for the past 30 mins do practical about ..
Reflection.. Have to put the mirror then
needle have to put very closely together..
In the end going to do finish liao then teacher say
the mirror for practical abit wrong ..
Then the practical cannot do ..
Haiss..
After SPA is contact time lorhh..
Mr lek talk about wad to add in class lorh..
have to hand in the profile about myself and the classmate..
and he show us the class camp photo also..
So after contact time go home lorh..
Reach home liao i saw my hp msg ..
someone msg me abt something which i wrote in
a tored fool scrap ..
Actually i wrote that particular study crap
cos i am bored..
Gahh wadeva.. never mind


Please take care of urself when i see you hurting yourself it really hurts me..
As long as you dun have any injured or any sickness i will be happy and ..
wont be naggy .. wont nag at you to take care of urself =X
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
8:24 PM
SIANX
Sunday, February 1, 2009

BORING .. ALLL DAY LONGGG
STAYYY ATTT HOMEEE DOOO HOMEWORK!!
BORINGGGGG~~
NTH TO BLOG !!!
Thinking of you.. Always ..