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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^ Saw something and began to regret about something Begin to ask myself why knowing its difficult to forget you
Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be ) Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:  Loyang Primary~1.9-2001 2.4-2002 3.4-2003 4.4-2004 5.6-2005 6.6-2006  Now: Siglap Secondary~ 1e4-2007 2e4-08 3e4-09 You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..    Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...
Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose -Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely ) -LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll ) -Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently
Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning -Not expressing my luv well enough for you -Not daring to walk you home everyday -Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted -Not followin you home that very nite ...
Pictures..
My psp .. O.O"
One of my hamster died =( Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo  gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"  Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!  Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !! Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T
Looking Back
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
Shout-out-loud
Songs
Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list Lycris for -feng- wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing qin xi tou ming jiu xiang mei li de feng jing zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian ji guan lue duo tian bian bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian ai ni chuan yue shi jian liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei rang ai shen tou le di mian wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu sui zhe bei feng diao ling wo qing qing yao ye feng ling xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing xue hua yi pu man le di shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing
Links
Jiawei
Joanne Ben Song Tat Yue Yi Tessa Sharon Sean Nowell Trisha Willie Khaliun Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)
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 Looking back at 2008 .... Realising what a tough journey back home.. Studies is always the 1st in my list. Though i dont want to study but its for the future .. This education going to help me through out my life.. To be more stupid and having a more stupid thinkin.. Earning more money so i can "yang" the gal i love in future .. I doubt u will be the one but still i will continue to love you.. Silently.. Pretending i dun love you but in my heart.... Actually i still love and rmb the smiles u have on your face .. In 2008, always thinking i may not even survive.. Who knows .. The next day u may die.. Who knows .. Get knocked down by a car? Die in your slp? Who knows .. Though i know i should treasure you but i doubt a stupid boy like me wont be able to acheive ur heart .. Didnt even dare to think about it .. My New Year Resolutions ... Hoping to talk to you which is impossible =X Study well and successfully enter into the world of 4e4. Fighting through all obstacles coming in my way.. Maybe sad obstacles, angry ones ... As long as I dont think of you i wont feel sad .. LOL .. 4 hrs 20 mins left to 2009.. Knowing its going to be another tough journey of education and life.. Hoping you are happy with the person you love ... ~Loving You Always~ ~Thats what i can say ~
All i could do is to see 5:32 PM Sunday, December 28, 2008     
Arghh .. wads wrong wif my comm..
 Back View Front ViewArghh .. wads wrong wif my comm.. How come cannot copy paste photo from the website !! Rawrr.. End up using print screen.. Finally Changed a handphone.. Used so many different phone.. First was the very 0 dollar value phone.. Then changed to nokia 6280, 6288 , 6300 and now my present one .. Sony Ericsson W595.. ---------------------------------- Hais .. Quarrelled wif my parents again.. Hate it .. I simply detest them especially they thought study were easy.. So easy that why some other students can end up in Victoria while i end up in Siglap.. Each of the children had their own limit to studies. Do A-Maths and get more than 5 wrong out of 20 also get scolded.. A-Maths is a new subject to mee yet they think its like E-Maths. Easy.. ZzZz.. If they think E-Maths is easy they wont be working for ppl.. and earning a few thousand per month.. Zzz.. So naive .. Trying my best in everything alrdy.. Blamed me for anything that happened.. Hse blackout blame my fan .. Hamster ran out of the cage cos my sis didnt close the cage properly.. Also my fault.. Haiss ... My mum found a Baby Book of me before we argued .. Thought i could treasure it.. I was so dam angry that i took the book threw it on the floor.. And stepped it many times.. My mum stood up and gave me a tight slap.. Zzz... Blooody helll.. Idiot ... Dad scolded me just because my msg over by 50 cents? Hais .. y are there so many ridiculous news.. Flyer stuck, Baby murdered, Father drugged, Murdered body rotting in the forest.. Hmm i wonder when the world could be a better place to live in .. Lol Mum made po piah today.. Finally you are back.. just wan to tel u how happy i m to see you back.. at least u make me realised you enjoyed urself. jus wanna tel u how much i miss you .. WHAT THE FK IS THIS ... I SIMPLY HATE ALL KIND OF FKING PUBLIC HOLIDAY.. Who would like to go out when u are having a 39.3 degree fever + a headache. I didnt wan to go out cos i m sick and my fking parents and relatives said i pour cold water on their outing to somewhere. I dun go i could jus stay at home while they go out.. Mum scolded me for being sick at the wrong time.. Ppl sick wad can he or she do . Anyways i said that i cant do anything when i m sick. I also cant prevent myself from getting sick. In the end i got a fking slap from her.. Please come back.. Missing you quite abit ..  HOHO~ MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRENS How i wish i can giv u one of the bearSuitable for a princess like you... Christmas, occasionally referred to as Christmas Day or Christmastide, is an annual Christian holiday celebrated on December 25 that marks and honors the birth of Jesus of Nazareth. The birth of Jesus, which is the basis for the anno Domini system of dating, is thought to have occurred between 7 and 2 BC. December 25 is not thought to be Jesus' actual date of birth, and the date may have been chosen to correspond with either a Roman festival, or with the winter solstice. Modern customs of the holiday include gift-giving, church celebrations, and the display of various decorations—including the Christmas tree, lights, mistletoe, nativity scenes and holly. Santa Claus (also referred to as Father Christmas, although the two figures have different origins) is a popular mythological figure often associated with bringing gifts at Christmas. Santa is generally believed to be the result of a syncretization between Saint Nicholas and elements from pagan Nordic and Christian mythology, LOL .. i got a new hp .. YAY .. Sony Ericsson W595 .. Cool phone >< Will update the photo of my hp nxt post haaa ... WOLF TEAM NO MORE HACKERS YAY .. AND ICE HOLD AND ICE WOLF ROX >< I m really desperate to know when you are comin back.. i really do miss the little sweet smile of urs when i see u in sku.. That cute little laughter.. ever so pretty and beautiful. Didnt really know how to express my love for you though.. So many says i dun love you. Hais. I just really miss the beautilful face of urs. Pls come back soon. Could just look at ur photo only .. Haa ... Yesterday when to my another cousin wedding. Not badd .. At least i get to meet my cousin -.- If not everyday stay at home.. Not do homework then is use the computer Hais .. Life is boring laa.. The game i play always got hacker got lagger .. Aiyaa always alot of problem laa.. Anyways the photo are being loaded .. Took a few as i was so tired and fullto take the photo .. I put the photo at different posts cos i lazy to let the photo upload.. Use picasa faster but onli can do 4 photo at one post .. hope my cousin dun mind .. haha ><
All i could do is to see 11:48 PM 
All i could do is to see 11:48 PM    
All i could do is to see 11:47 PM     Do small editing in my blog~ Ytd was my sis bdae my parents didnt even bother to bring me to celebrate.. Fine then .. Whole day i stayed at home doing nth.. Eat overnight food again -.- I do envy my sister.. Her bdae every yr was celebrated. But mine .. I dun tink so.. Its because my bdae is during my exam period.. Used to not having bdae cakes, No wishes frm my family members etc.. Anyways i m used to it alrdy.. If i ever received present or cakes during my bdae frm my family member.. It wil be lik askin someone to survive after jumpin down frm 30th storey.. Must be enjoying yourself in that little hometown of urs.. Lol~ Yesterday morning wake up immediately go play com.. Sian maa.. Play com and do homework at the same time.. then play play play till 5+ mum call and said and ask me go out collect jeans.. Jus bought it for $20. B4 collect pants go east link eat. Then my dad wanna bring me see new hp cos he wan to buy me new one worh .. but cannot find suitable one .. Anyway today is my sis bdae.. Happy bdae =.= Nothing to blog today heh heh Lol~ Yesterday morning wake up immediately go play com.. Sian maa.. Play com and do homework at the same time.. then play play play till 5+ mum call and said and ask me go out collect jeans.. Jus bought it for $20. B4 collect pants go east link eat. Then my dad wanna bring me see new hp cos he wan to buy me new one worh .. but cannot find suitable one .. Anyway today is my sis bdae.. Happy bdae =.= Nothing to blog today heh heh  Morning woke up, it was raining.. He came at night, explored my body, got on top of me, touched me, he bit, sucked, swalowd ,when he was satisfyed, he left, i was hurt, (thinking dirty? Narh i doubt so, lol) BLOODY... MOSQUITO !!!! My mood was like this tiger !! Rawrr  What is the fking meanin of holiday ?Its means a break time for student who worked hard for their studies. Unfortunately the meaning does not apply to my mum.. To her holiday is the time where, I am a maid in the hse, Spamming me wif homework.. btw 1 chp of maths she still said its too little.. Sec 3 maths some more .. Have to clear the whole fking messy hse.. Thx to my sis .. Cook for my family .. Zz .. pissed .. Ytd when to taka see my sis work.. Then morning wake up head dam pain .. Eat panadol then slp for another 2 hrs.. Wake up head still pain . Use com till 12+ then my MaMa call.. Said she off today wan to bring me out.. Since its my MaMa off why not go out ? Meet at her at City Hall MRT .. Walk walk .. B4 i came out .. i forgetten to eat lunch.. Soo hungry =.= No energy to walk .. Finally found fast food~ Happy lik crap -.- Unfortunately its not my fav food -.- Burger king -,- Dun care-.- I swallow and eat the food lik a person who didnt eat for many wks.. Eat finish then we go taka find sis .. The shoe i wore was a new shoe.. So xtreme tight .. Walk leg pain .. Walk lik crippled Then at the city hall mrt, i and my MaMa talk talk.. Cos sian .. Talk until orchard then go find my sis.. Zz my MaMa dunno how to go taka so i bring her .. I walk tat way she said wrong .. Then i follow her way of walkin.. In the end, end up at ck tang.. So hav to walk underpass.. Dunno how come, walk until wheelock -.- Told her wrong direction she still walk -.- Make me leg pain .. My mum asked me to try the new shoe then tel her if the shoe is uncomfortable.. I told her the shoe was abit small and when i walk my foot will hurt .. She scolded me for being stupid to buy the shoe .. Zz while she is the one who insist me to buy tat fkin shoe.. Blame me that i wasted her money .. Hais .. FUCK YOU .. walk for 1hr finally found my sis .. Go shop shop at taka.. about 6pm then go food village eat .. I ate ban mian .. ee not nice .. Some more so ex. Then send my sis back to taka .. Met my father's sis and bro which is my aunt and uncle.. We go shop shop awhile.. Then go home . my leg was aching lik sht .. Actually wanna go comic connection buy PPC de .. But too bad i reached at 9.40 while they closed at 9.30.. Hais .. Lateeee .. My mother today gave me 2 chp of history to memorise.. Last few wks she made me do maths .. Remember the words in chinese shou cher .. Math must remember the formula .. I rather go to sku then holiday .. Holiday = more homework .. Hais .. I guess wished my wish will come true.. But i doubt it wil ever happen .. I am back from my MaMa hse .. Actually wanna stay until tmr morning then she dun allow.. Say ltr in the morning veri rush .. Sob .. Stayed at her hse for 1wk i feel that its not enuff .. Still wan to stay longer .. Yi Yi Bu She ~ Sob .. My WolfTeam acc finally got unban .. I realli missed my MaMa .. I am closer to her than to anyone .. today i am still at my MaMa hse . Yays. Chicken Rice for dinner.. Yumm Yumm .. Kway Tiao Soup for lunch .. YUmmy ... !! Anyways my msn, broken its old record of having 119 ppl online .. Today it has 129 ppl online .. Weee .. Record broken after 4 months.. LOL Today is wednesday.. This shows thats its the last night i going to spend at my MaMa hse.. Y i call her MaMa cos i love her alot !! She took care of me since i was very young. When i was a baby -,- Sobbing for milk -.- Sobbing for a change of diapers -.-" Sobbing for bathing =.= Sobbing for my TuTu O.o" She was my aunt ^_^ Quite sad that my uncle died early T_T Sob .. I surely grow fat again.. Zz She feed me with so many food =.= MacDonalds, Otah, Chicken, Pork, Kang Kong, Rice and many many things. But its realli yummy ><" I got my baby bloaster and pillow.. Dotz. Bloaster smaller than my arm. This shows i grown alot the past few yrs. Duhh .. Slept super duper late .. Come MaMa hse alone on Mon.. Before coming go lucky plaza .. See my uncle and aunt play hp.. Buy a chinese phone got tv de.. But the reception no gd de =.= Aiyaa i enjoyed my stay at my MaMa hse. Sis come later than meee ... Then the nxt day wake up soo tired .. Eat breakfast liao then, Go marsiling to do some marketing business.. Go Ntuc then go Wet market after that go sheng siong .. Haiss .. Always so bz even though her finger pain .. T_T See her finger pain i also pain .. Sobbie.. Buy char siew buy pork buy fish buy many many things de. Go home tak MRT .. Carry things for her so heavy .. In the afternoon my MaMa go sheng siong work .. Then left me and my sis at her hse using com and laptop. My Da Ge who is my MaMa son whom is my God-Bro .. also at home. Watch tv play com.. My MaMa cooked so many dishes.. She come back at 11pm then my sis mama and me stay inside the rm watch tv and talk talk .. Watch until 1am then i go slp liaosssssssssss.. Morning lazy wake up .. Actually wake up at 9 de then i go laze and laze until 10 then wake up. My sis still slping .. Wake up go hug my MaMa lik a Baby lols .. Eat bread for breakfast.. Then MaMa talk abt her past time .. Hais shall not talk abt it but i wil always rmb wad i heard and never forgive this stupid old heck i noe .. HaiZzZzSsSs .. Actually in the morning wan to go swimming de then MaMa headache then nvr go .. I now so blur le so many things happens. But i noe that i went to sheng siong to see my MaMa work.. Go buy otah frm her. Cos she roast otah .. Lalalaaa Actually wan to watch tv in the nite de then my sis and MaMa both slp so early .. Nxt day wed le .. Wake up earli go Pray my grandma and grandpa. Nth to say abt my father uncle side .. Jus kinda siann .. Go Ngee Ann city .. Eat coffee club but was jus eager to come back to my MaMa hse.. Go do some senseless shopping for my sis .. Zz Finally reached my MaMa hse at 5. Soo tired then i on the com and use.. Cook my own eggs for dinner .. Lalalaaa.. eat finish go blog .. LOL post kinda long cos .. It contains 3 days happening. Hehe ps.. |