Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark


tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...

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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^
Saw something and began to regret about something
Begin to ask myself why
knowing its difficult to forget you

Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom

Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be )

Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:
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Loyang Primary~1.9-2001
2.4-2002
3.4-2003
4.4-2004
5.6-2005
6.6-2006

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Now: Siglap Secondary~
1e4-2007
2e4-08
3e4-09

You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..
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Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...

Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose

-Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely )

-LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll )

-Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently

Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning

-Not expressing my luv well enough for you

-Not daring to walk you home everyday

-Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted

-Not followin you home that very nite ...

Pictures..
My psp .. O.O" Photobucket One of my hamster died =(
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Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo

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gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"

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Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!

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Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !!

Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T

Looking Back
February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009

Shout-out-loud


Songs

My fav song ..

Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list
Lycris for -feng-

wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qin xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guan lue duo tian bian
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Links
Jiawei

Joanne

Ben

Song Tat

Yue Yi

Tessa

Sharon

Sean

Nowell

Trisha

Willie

Khaliun

Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)

credits
All i could do is to see
8:00 PM
Zz
Monday, March 30, 2009

Long time nvr blog le..
No blog = no comments.. LOL..
Boring life lehh..
today was quite fun la..
Especially the science lesson..
Ms Wee kept doing funny actions =.=
Lol..
Nth much lo..
SPA didnt do anything..
Just go through worksheet and abt heat..
Skip badminton warm-up etc... Nth to blog ...
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:22 PM
Wee .. for fun =.=
Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The day for today was so-so..
Not so bad..
Lalalaa..
Lazy to describe about lesson..
CCA was fun.
Always fun cos can use com..
Stayed back for class deco lol..
Then went to CCA..
Didnt use much of the com ..
Do the project regarding the twinning programm
wif the indonesia school
Thats all lol .
I just wished i could see your smile .. But i know this will not ever happen..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
10:11 PM
Love You alots..
Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Yawnz..
Got physics test back .. lol
Siannn..
Next was a-maths.
Dunno how come find it kinda bored..
Next was chinese..
FK SIA !! =.=ll
I didnt even do anything..
Daniel was talking to me and i didnt even reply him.
I just nodded my head cos by that i hope he shut up..
KNN CCB..
Teacher scold me say i talking to him when i didnt even replied.
Just nodded head also tio scolded=.=
Asked to stand outside class..
Asshole.. Anyhow accuse ppl.. KNN..
Daniel thinks his marks so good.
Fuck you la.. good you still go 3e1 .. Pui..
I study pure science while you study combined sci..
Who more difficult ..

Mine la ..
More difficult yet get higher marks than you..
Chinese higher by 1 mark nia..
Come on la.. In outside world ..

They dun see chinese marks..
Science and Maths more important idiot ..
English was next which is after recess..
Raining so gather in class..
Got english grp work ..
Lalaaa..
Got one song Don't Cry Joni..
This song just reminded me of someone..
Though it is not related but.. i could feel a sense of sadness..
Hais..
Next was physics.. no practical..
Go through physics CT ..
Talk quite alot.. got play abit also..
Throw things =.=
Chin Fung go took my most precious thing..
My calculator =.=
Put her water bottle some where super high..
Then she cant reach..
Only wei xian can reach lol
Dun wan to return my calculator ..
Then got assembly..
Police come in talk talk ..
They came across a word called physical abuse..
and verbal abuse..
Physical abuse = taking ppl thing refusing to return..
Seek help from police or teacher..
Chin Fung took my calculator and refuse to return..
Call police catch her ..
Verbal abuse.. Calling ppl names..
Call me cat. Meowww...
Call police !! lol
Then finally got back my calculator..
BUT !!..
I forgetten to bring it back laa..
Take my calculator..
Make me confused =.=
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
8:01 PM
piece of shity life
Monday, March 23, 2009

Boring leh today...
1st day of the 2nd term..
Exams 5 weeks only..
So fast lo this year..
Siannn..
CME was the first lesson.. talk about something boring.
Then Next was A-maths..
Mr kek disappointed and not happy..
Cos most of the people nvr do homework.
But i got do.. ^^
Next was MT .
Blah blah blah.. was slacking throughout lesson.

Recess was finish then finally chem..
Got back my chem CT..
Expected me to fail lol.
Cos i am stupid..
However i got a b3 yipee..
LOL...
Next was SS lo..

The most boring lesson of the day.
Spoil my day....
History was not so bad..
Got video to watch..
Spent that two lessons talking to haziq..
Lastly was jornal..
Write one article nia..
Dont care..
Badminton was the last thing i am finishin in school..
Tiring as usual..
Have to dismiss early cos band wan to use hall for SYF..
Kser =X
gahh.. SYF more important laa..
Unlike badminton so lousy and useless..
Logging off ..
LOL.. Finish researching on gambia !!
Tired.. still got homework to complete .
Life's like shit man ..

seeing you again breaks my heart.. How i wish i could just simply forget you. Hate to think about you and i wonder if that possible in the first place..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
11:34 PM
what can i do ?
Friday, March 20, 2009

I finally realised how my family look upon me.
They thinks i am stupid.
They thinks i am a liar.
They thinks i am a cheater.
They dont even trust me a little.
Forever like that. Eg....
Just over an empty cup my sister place at the table..
Why must they accuse me that i took the cup
and place it on the table while actually its my
sis who left it on the table....
Even quarrelled with me over a senseless empty cup.
What the problem? Its jus an empty cup..
When i said its my sister's cup, they think its mine.

They replied... even though its ur sister cup why dont you wash it for her...
Who do i look like in their eyes? A maid to clean the hse.
Especially clearing the crap my sister left?
Dad mess up the table i was forced to clear..
Sis mess up the table i also have to clear..
Wtf is this?
Everything i clear. Cant just they become a fking neater person..
The house is so fking messy.
Think about it fkers.
Zzz..
My mum again thinks that she bought
a bag for me.. And she said WOW..
I bought a bag for you. Showing that you are so heroic to buy a bag.
Big deal.. I didnt point a knife at ur throat to buy..
Said dun need already. Yet she go and buy.
And used the bag to pressure me.
Pui..
Today i want to watch a ghost show on chn U
All refuse to share the TV even though my mum will watch.
Selfish eh..
I go elias see ppl play lan cos i am bored..
Its too early to go school..
No money to play ...
More over i am wearing school uniform
How do i fking play inside the lan.
More over i went there to take something only..

My mum said some one fking saw me..
Which fker who didnt get the facts right and talk crap..
If i find out who are you .. You better open ur eyes wide when you walk..
Anyways....
I just hope for someone kind enough to hear my troubles..

I love great friends who cheer me up..
Thanks alot who do so..

Just need someone kind and peaceful to talk to..
Haiz.
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
8:49 PM
Holiday is hell to me...
Thursday, March 19, 2009

Holiday like shit siaa.
Holiday dun seems like holiday..
Its a day where students do more work..
So many homework during the holiday..
Everyday do homework.
Crap siaa.
Internet also have .. Written also have..
Zz..
Siann..
Cant use com often either..
Boring~
Ytd SuddenAttack maintenece for 7 hrs..
Wtf sia..
So bored during the maintenece..
Today have to go school some more..
Went to lan a while.
Eat at Macs.
then go school for CCA..
Played badminton..
Lalaaa..
Boring..~
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:59 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Finally got the "strength" to blog.. LOL..
this few days just stay at home..
Monday sister at home ..
Playing time dam little ..
Reduce by alot ..
Only managed to play for abt 1 hr +
The rest of the time .. slacking.
Do homework etc ..
Siann laa Siann...
Suddenly love SuddenAttack so much..
Dunno why leh..
But simply love it alots~
Gah..
Then today sis went out ..
Wahaha.. Finally~
Play com for the whole morning ..
Afternoon got rest ..
Do homeworkkkk..
Do till late afternoon then use com again..
Told my mum i use it to play ..
She said yes but when she come back,
tio scolded for playing..
Wth -.-
Zzzzz...
Now she wan to see me do my physics homework
in front of her ..
For wad sia =.=.. Ridiculous ..
Haizzz...
Thursday still need to go school for CCA -.-
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
8:59 PM
tired~
Friday, March 13, 2009

Joke of the term~
By fong and ws ...
wanna noe .. ask mee personally..
today is the cross country run..
4km..
early in the morning meet fren then walk to the destination..
Briefing Briefing..
Then the start of the cross country run..
After completing.. Didnt feel lik as if i complete 4km..
Cos i slacking all the way ..
LOL..
Actually can chiong all the way..
But lazy so slack ...
After that went to eat breakfast then go home liao..
Have to complete homework..
Tmr still have tuition..
Wont be blogging tmr cos nth much abt tmr..
Its about tuition , study and computer..
For yesterday Maths got an A..
But A-maths didnt make it ..
During the E-maths lesson, Mr Kek gave us the paper..
The test paper i mean..
Marked dam fast..
LOL .. kana shocked..
lol
This is where the jk began..
LOL .. DUn wan to say liao ..
BB .. o.O"

Never have this feeling before in my entire life..Its more than a original feeling.. Maybe more special.. Anyways .. Today marks the day where i ever first set my eyes on u 2yrs ago.. Ppl may not believe but this is exactly wad my hearts tel me.. Truly love someone which is you 2yrs old ...
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:36 PM
Angry ...
Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Zz..
Kinda pissed off by my mother..
Especially my sister..
A-Level cant make it to university still talk big..

A-level exams coming nvr study..
Never study still got the guts to be afraid..
Hon gan sia
I use com also get scolded. Whatever it is .. i hate my mother alot

Just simply hate her for being unreasonable..
Everything wrong my fault. .
Never ever admit here own mistake..
Pui.. Fuck off la.. Knn ccb.
Zz..
Ytd my favourite auntie come..
I call her MaMa..
She come and bring noodles..
never eat lunch so i eat the noodle..
Use com to do ace-learning
then have to go pizza hut and eat..
No time to study.. Anyways i got a little prepared..
The below video( tmr then post, com too laggy) was abt wad happened during the meall..
My MaMa stayed overnight at my house..
Yay =X..
Yesterday chemistry and physics.. was like shit..
Kinda difficult.. Totally different from sec 2..
Somemore .. Ms Leanna is angry today =(
Today early morning she follow me go school...
Lol..
Walk and talk at the same time ....
reach school quite late...
Lalala...
Got lessons then PE..
Yay score another 3 pointer =X
anyhow shoot de =.=
Ms Leanna angry = i scare sia -.-
Cos never see her so angry before..
Physics after that was SS lastly MT ..
Boring ..
Got maths CT ..
During the test ... Kept pressin calculator till hand pain..
Zz.. Cant finish the test..
Cos each question only got 4 mins..
Got 15 qns..
Some more got lots of sub qns..
Sure can pass but getting A is in doubt..
Haiz..
CCB..
My knn mother said maths easy wad..
Like 1 + 1 = 2 like that only ma.
wads so difficult.
Last time my sec sku life always get A..
PUI la knn..
A... my lan jiao la
If you everytime get A by then you wont be studying com..
CCB..
So naive..
So smart try to study la..
Na bei .. zzzzz..
Really Miss my mama =(
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
7:35 PM
Tired
Monday, March 9, 2009

Dun feel like blogging..
Haizz..
Feel very tired..
Anyways today got my IC .
Get IC also must go stg..
Got eng CT..
Sure fail again la =.=
Kept thinking of you till i can
almost go crazy..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
9:02 AM
Siannn... Nth to post =.=
Sunday, March 8, 2009

Weekends is so dam bored=.=
Study is the only thing to do..
Cant use com often ..
Some more have to study for common test..
Monday got english ..
Tuesday the worse sia..
Double science..
stupid la the school.. dunno how to think.
Put double science in the same day..
Haizz..
Wedensday will be maths..
Some more got test on A-maths..
Log~
Zzzz...
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
5:18 PM
sian
Friday, March 6, 2009

Sian.. lazy to blog =.=ll
thurs was boring..
fri was even more bored.
Lazy to blog..
No mood for some reasons..
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
4:51 PM
Sht day
Wednesday, March 4, 2009

2 more days..
I am in school blogging =X
Sian lorh today ..
Wad Chin Fung reminded me of ..
Makes me unable to slp well..
Distracted and everything bad..
Siann..
Maths test i failed again=.=
Got Worksheet to complete too ..
Next was Pe..
Kanna rammed by darryl again -.-
Nth much..
English gt small testes ..
got 2 wrong..
Recess nth ......
Physics nth =.=
Got test results.. Failed again..
Got SS lesson.. Boring =.=ll
Feel like sleeping ..
But feel fun after saying something..
Wanna say STFU to someone during SS lesson..
Mother tongue learnt about format for o-level..
Nth lorh..
Then got extra lessons for chem and maths this wk..
Got CCA..
Now wanna go home liaosss...
Thinking of you.. Always ..

All i could do is to see
6:46 PM
Haiz.. Made a decision already.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Never blog for days .. cos sis and mum at home..
Cant even touch the com..
Lets talk about saturday..
C'est La vie actual performance..
Was slightly busier than usual..
But still get to play psp ..
Was a little late while going to sku ..
Reach VT at about 10..
PLay psp until 11 when Mr Wee said..
can go out to eat breakfast..
Yay =D
So most of the ppl in the backstage crew went
to macdonalds to eat...
Some more go starbucks buy coffee for Mr Wee..
Buy some for ourselves ...
Then the whole day was slacking + working..
In the afternoon show ..
Got some problems... During the curtain call...
SNO member slow abit.. didnt managed to go to the stage..
Kenna scolded by teacher in charge..
Haizzz..
The show lasts ...
Till 10+ the gala show end .. then can go home..
But too bad raining.. Got wet while walking to the bus..
Play psp in the bus .. slack in school for a while..
Cos raining =.=
On the way home... talking about ghost when
joshua, haziq and me stumbled upon a old lady..
I talk until haziq eyes abit teary..
Funny siaa .. Anyways i not surprised that i seen a ghost..
Reach home ... Kinda scolded
For some small little reason..
Thats for saturday..
Sunday nothing much actually..
Wake up early chiong homework.
Then have tuition.. After that study..
Thats for sunday..
Monday nth much also..
Lessons again.. Enjoyed A-Maths lessons as usual.
More and More ..
Got the results of my chinese test..
Overall get a B3. Good for me already..
Didnt expect a B actually..
Expecting a C or D from myself =.=

During Badminton.. Slack all the way..
Play and play ..
One thing is that .. Didnt noe the elias hall so many ants..
Bag all ants.. WTF ..
Got so many ants crawling all over my arms.. Eyer..
Gross..
Then Tuesday nothing much either..
Normal..
Jus lesser people after recess..
My english failed by 0.5 marks..
Siann..
Physics lesson at least got laugh abit..
Not so bored or wadeva..

I also cant do anything. Look at me and you will noe the obvious results. Blind idiots will think the results is positive.. Smart people will know the obvious negative results..
Thinking of you.. Always ..