Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark


tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...

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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^
Saw something and began to regret about something
Begin to ask myself why
knowing its difficult to forget you

Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom

Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be )

Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:
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Loyang Primary~1.9-2001
2.4-2002
3.4-2003
4.4-2004
5.6-2005
6.6-2006

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Now: Siglap Secondary~
1e4-2007
2e4-08
3e4-09

You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..
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Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...

Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose

-Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely )

-LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll )

-Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently

Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning

-Not expressing my luv well enough for you

-Not daring to walk you home everyday

-Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted

-Not followin you home that very nite ...

Pictures..
My psp .. O.O" Photobucket One of my hamster died =(
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Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo

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gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"

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Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!

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Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !!

Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T

Looking Back
February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009

Shout-out-loud


Songs

My fav song ..

Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list
Lycris for -feng-

wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qin xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guan lue duo tian bian
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Links
Jiawei

Joanne

Ben

Song Tat

Yue Yi

Tessa

Sharon

Sean

Nowell

Trisha

Willie

Khaliun

Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)

credits
All i could do is to see
6:47 PM
Always Painful
Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Today woke up at 9am..
Whole body very hot..
Daddy go switch off the air-con and nvr on the fan for me ..
Wake up whole body aching ..
Then i on the computer and start playin wolfteam..
It was a long time before i reach captain..
1.3million for exp.
Haiss..
Do pride war wif ryan ..
We let them win .. he say we look down on him.
Ltr we win them, they say we bully..
And called pistol an insult gun..
Diaos.. =.=ll
Then i stomach pain the whole day ..
Dunno whats wrong ..
Go toilet .. lau sai .. 3 times..
Eat stomach pain medicine .. Still pain..
Vomitted out the food i ate for lunch..
Sick yet i go for badminton ..
Took taxi to elias cc ..
Nobody was there ..
Then i walk walk ard.. then suddenly see
Ly and Wen Siew .. Waa ..
Tio shock immediately run to toilet ..
Dunno why i jus dun wan to see her ..
Saw lam comin then ltr more ppl come .
Play wif daniel then stomach very pain ..
Play few matches then lips very pale ..
Head very pain ..
Am i physically sick or mentally and emotionally sick ?
But the feeling was simply miserable ..
Last wk when playin badminton..
I win alot of match ..
Win wei siong 3 matchs to 1..
Due to my weak body today,
I lose 11 matches win 1 ..
Realli can die ..
Yet again i saw something which i didnt lik ..
But can i do anything?
I doubt so ...
Then play liao ..
Go Macdonald's rest ..
Everybody go MacDonald rest ..
Too tired to go home le ..
Then i ate McNuggets for dinner ..
Eating McNuggets bring back the memories of me when i was 7 yrs old ..
Wei siong go pinch my food ..
Tak my fries ..
Took out my PSP and hear song ..
I knew how much you wan to play the car game in Ryan PSP..
But yet i didnt offer you the PSP game you realli wan..
Instead i took it and hear song ..
Life was indeed miserable ...
Then Song Tat go play with the curry sauce ..
Put chilli and pepper and salt and green tea..
Use straw to stir and stir ..
He suddenly said tis is my TradeMark ..
Self-Made curry sauce ..
He suddenly spitted saliva in the sauce ..
I and Wei Siong was laughin lik siao ..
Others thought we were crazy ..
Song Tat told Daniel if he drink Song Tat ™ curry sauce ..
I sponser gun for him in WolfTeam ..
Get sicked then Wei Siong cover the medical fee ..
LOL ..
Then slack till 5.30 then go home ..
Took 359 home .. then slept throughout the bus ..
Come home .. body feel lik hot ..
Go tak Temperature .. 39.3 ..
No wonder i keep vomitting and headache ..
Hav to clear my rm ..
Hav to clear for my siser ..
Dotz ..
Watch tv then blog ..
Was realli weak .. Emotionally and Mentally Exhausted ..

I do believe in previous life .. Mayb in my previous life .. i talk to you too much .. Then in the second life .. we didnt say anything to each other .. Today i played audi .. Hav a urge of crying .. i didnt noe why does tis happen .. But i felt a sense of Hurt and Discomfort ...
Thinking of you.. Always ..