Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark


tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...

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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^
Saw something and began to regret about something
Begin to ask myself why
knowing its difficult to forget you

Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom

Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be )

Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:
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Loyang Primary~1.9-2001
2.4-2002
3.4-2003
4.4-2004
5.6-2005
6.6-2006

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Now: Siglap Secondary~
1e4-2007
2e4-08
3e4-09

You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..
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Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...

Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose

-Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely )

-LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll )

-Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently

Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning

-Not expressing my luv well enough for you

-Not daring to walk you home everyday

-Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted

-Not followin you home that very nite ...

Pictures..
My psp .. O.O" Photobucket One of my hamster died =(
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Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo

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gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"

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Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!

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Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !!

Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T

Looking Back
February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009

Shout-out-loud


Songs

My fav song ..

Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list
Lycris for -feng-

wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qin xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guan lue duo tian bian
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Links
Jiawei

Joanne

Ben

Song Tat

Yue Yi

Tessa

Sharon

Sean

Nowell

Trisha

Willie

Khaliun

Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)

credits
All i could do is to see
5:46 PM
I really hate the life i am having now ..
Sunday, November 9, 2008

Song tat and i was talking and venting anger on each other ..
Purple word is, Me to Song Tat ------
Light purple is, Song Tat to Me ------
i slept at 5+ am

then i today woke up at 12am.

My father dunno wads wrong wif him

scold me ...

he say no food and drinks inside the rm where we put the computer ..

then my sis always throw small little sweet packets into the disbin my parents nvr scold

so i tot small packet its okay ..

ytd i got sore throat so i ate 4 herbal swt .. then i throw inside the disbin where it is located in the computer ..

my parents accuse me that i wan to attract ants to the rm
wan to let the ants go inside the computer and spoil it .
zz .. then my sis ytd came to tat very same rm to put powder on her body .. then i didnt noe that the powder is everywhere the rm .. on the com, on the speaker on the printer ..
since my sis havin a-levels my mother ask me to let her use my rm and untidy myrm ..
my rm was so fuckin untidy and dusty tat i hav sore eyes

lol

WTH sia

so i went to the rm where she put the powder and slp

where gt people wan to spoil the computer?

then my father accuse me for everything

said wad .. raise us kids can die

WTH

no body ask u to raise us up ..

ya lor

lol

then he say lik as if i wan to stay at home

usually ppl weekend is the happiest cos can go out wif family.

but for me i hate wkends .

both whole day at home.. surely kpkb.


cant see ly fac

face*

and nid to hear ur parent kpkb

.....

zz then my father keep sayin me .. i dam angry

i scold bad word

then my mother slap my father

my face*

then i scold her

she slap one more time ..

then i scold even louder she wan to slap me .. i grab her hand and push her back

lol

my sis hav a-levels ma .. they wan me to go out wif them

say tat if my sis failed or didnt do well for a-levels she is goin to blame us ..

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where gt such things

ur sis can purposely dun do well

when sec2 i havin streamin .. they always say what i wil fail la .. i wil go na la ..

always disencourage nvr encourage

lol

now my sis messed up my rm .. i hav to clear for her ..

what fk is it sia ..

ask ur sis fk off to her own room

my mother wan me to let her ..

i was angry ma

so i slept from 5am - 5pm

lol

then i wake up ask her NICELY whether she got tuition

knn she kpkb say wad i wan her to fail her exams ..


LOL

ya ya .. very funny
This was part of my speech wif song tat . Tis is abt the anger i having with me now. But song tat anger.. U wanna noe. ask himself..
often i rely on my frens for encouragement.But everytime i got home. i wil be disencourage.now i managed to get into the first klas, thx to my fren encouragment. instead of my stupid parents


Thinking of you.. Always ..