Only you.. Kept me going on through this dark


tunnel.. All i could do is telling you i love you...

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~~ Welcome ~~ to my ugly blog ^_^
Saw something and began to regret about something
Begin to ask myself why
knowing its difficult to forget you

Myself
Name: ...Bryan. --Actually i kinda hate this name. But anyways thx dad and mom

Age: ...14 years old ( 15 to be )

Birthday: ... 17 Septmeber 1994 School: ...Past:
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Loyang Primary~1.9-2001
2.4-2002
3.4-2003
4.4-2004
5.6-2005
6.6-2006

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Now: Siglap Secondary~
1e4-2007
2e4-08
3e4-09

You can judge my appearance with the folllowing photos ..
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Find it rather idiotic and ugly? Thats how i look like ...

Wishes
-Wishing that i noe which choice to make, which road to choose

-Try to gain the luv of the person i lik ( very less likely )

-LOSE WEIGHT (so heavy =.=ll )

-Train my sudden attack acc till veri high rank~currently

Deepest Regrets
-Not talking to you face to face since the very beginning

-Not expressing my luv well enough for you

-Not daring to walk you home everyday

-Not being a councilior even though i was being accepted

-Not followin you home that very nite ...

Pictures..
My psp .. O.O" Photobucket One of my hamster died =(
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Too short to reach my biscuit. Neh ni neh ni poo poo

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gotcha .. She got the biscuit. Yay cheered the hamster. O.o"

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Eating my biscuit -,- Eat eat eat, later become fat!!

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Woah. He knows how to climb the cage. Training for ns and military army. Go Go Go !!

Losing you and starting to lose and being overtaken isnt a nice thing to happen T_T

Looking Back
February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009

Shout-out-loud


Songs

My fav song ..

Got a reason for putting this song first in my song list
Lycris for -feng-

wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
qin xi tou ming
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
ji guan lue duo tian bian
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
guo wang wen rou
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
xue hua yi pu man le di
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Links
Jiawei

Joanne

Ben

Song Tat

Yue Yi

Tessa

Sharon

Sean

Nowell

Trisha

Willie

Khaliun

Still got alot to link.. Maybe next time =)

credits
All i could do is to see
7:44 PM
Trying my stupid luck
Tuesday, February 24, 2009

(CommonWealth Entry) Please commend. Will take any commends with grace but please think before commending.

Being a boss in the family does give the person extra authority. Wanting to be a boss in the family is not easy at all. As a boss of the family, he or she must understand the needs of the family in terms of comfort and food. He or She must show tender care to any family members and treating them equally. Able to give them a comfortable and warm home to stay in. He or She must also create an excellent ambiance at home as home is the safest place to be in times of trouble. To certain people, Mother is commonly known to be the boss of the family as they are female. While others may think Father are the head of the household as most of them brought the most amount of money back. For some, it depends on who is at home and what is going on. But there are people who think that everyone has the same amount of authority and shares each other power equally. However in my opinion, I strongly believe that my Mother is the boss of the family.

Firstly, she is known as a super mummy by my relatives. Everyday she works late to support the family. Even though my Father works too, he did not bring the most amount of money back. However this is not the most important point of all. Being the boss of the family, no one dares to defy her. Those people who defy her will tend regret going against her. She had an extremely loud voice that can be heard from far. With her talent she could command people in the family to do certain things. Such as doing various housework. Therefore family members have to suffer as most of the house works are extremely tedious as our house is quite big. Her expectations for us are very high too. The house has to be spic and span before we could take a break. Not even a hair or dust must be seen. Being a project manager in a big computer company, she has 20 years of experience on how to assign tasks to certain people. Those who protest will be given extra work. With her experiences, those workers who are under her are very tamed and timid. No one dare to go against her. Many workers and people especially my Father praised her for her outstanding way of commanding people. With that she has a hidden talent in herself which is leadership.

Secondly, she took great care of Father, sister and me. Her endless efforts in helping the family to keep in order are often recognized by family and friends. She always tries her best to make the family as comfortable as possible. Whenever we are cold she will always have ways to keep us warm. Being a lovable and caring mother she also ensures that the family does not go hungry. When my mother is free, she would always cook healthy and nutritious soup. The family could have a taste of her sincerity when she is cooking the soup. Therefore we often look forward to come house and enjoy her soup. Whenever my sister and I fall ill, she will always try various ways to cure us. At times, she cooks herbal tea for my sister and me to drink as a way to prevent us from falling sick. When I was young, I am extremely active. My butt could not sit still on the chair and I must always walk and run around. Being an active child, I do not know what the danger of running around the house is. As results I knocked my head on the wall not once but twice. With blood tricking down my precious forehead, my mother began to panic and immediately brought me to the hospital to seek treatment. Due to the open wound on my forehead, I require stitches on my forehead. Having a sharp needle piecing through a baby forehead, the pain is excruciating. I began to wail extremely loudly that the doctors had a hard time completing the stitches. Some of the nurses began to feel irritated as I could not stop struggling. However, my mother did not find it irritating at all. Despite the wailing I made, she do not mind the noise. Unable to control myself due to the pain, I began to bite my mother’s hand. In spite of the pain, my mother did not complain at all as she knows the torture I am suffering is more than what she is going through. To the surprised of the doctors, my mother cried. Many could understand the pain going through a mother’s mind. She cried because she could not bare to see me suffer in such pain. Having my mother at my side I began to stop crying, knowing that my mother is always there for me regardless of anything.

Thirdly, when my sister or I get bullied by other people, she will stand up for us and protect us at all cost. Being a young and innocent baby, many relatives will begin to crowd around me like a mob of mad people. Some may even pinch my sister and my cheeks till red as we are very chubby. Being an innocent child, we cannot express our anger for those who pinch our cheeks. However my mother will always reprimand those who often made us cry and sad. Before my sister and I were born, my Mother was once a beautiful girl with a well-adorned body and a pretty face which was comparable to cotton rose hibiscus. She was vibrant with energy and healthy. Her eye-browns resembled the young and soft willows. Her rosy complexion revealed the beauty of a youth. For the sake of us, she overworked herself until she became old and haggard. During her youthful days, her hands were originally smooth and soft. But her hands are now rough and covered with wounds and cuts after cleaning too much filth. My Mother sacrifices her youth in exchange for a tired and haggard look. When she is pregnant with my sister and me, she has to endure months of suffering.

Lastly, she would often impart skills such as cooking or drawing to me. Even though she is not a hundred percent perfection in cooking or drawing, she could at least impart basic skills. Maybe we could use it in future. People say when ever we have chance to learn something, we must always take the opportunity as building up knowledge is an advantage especially when you are a working adult. My mother totally agrees with this statement. Therefore when ever I am free, she would not allow me to use the computer to play. However she would teach me how to whip up simple and delicious meal for the family or even my future wife whenever she is not around. With her endless effort in coaching me, I managed to master certain simply dishes.

With her selfless effort of care, love and concern for the people around her, she received a lot of respect throughout her circle of friends and family. With her respectable position around her circle of friends and family, followed by her selfless effort for the family, therefore she is the boss of the family.
Thinking of you.. Always ..